It's been a battle, surprisingly, in paradise. There have been many obstacles and a lot of ups and downs. I'm not sure what to do next: should I stay or should I go. The World Championships are 55 days away, can and should I stay and work around these challenge? Is this the right and smart thing to do?? The reasons and questions have circled and circled through my head. Circular reasoning. Therefore, I'm surrendering to not knowing for now and giving it to God. God will give me the answer, God will show me what to do.